M.E. Rant

Today has not been good and I feel I need to vent so please feel free to pass on this post.

I didn't go to uni as I was so tired, instead I went to sleep.  So I didn't get any work done when I would have been at uni either.  I am now feeling only slightly more rested.  And all I can think is 'it's not fair'. I know life is not fair but I only had 2 days as a normal girl, 2 days (and they weren't even consecutive) in which I went to uni, did work and even enjoyed a date.  That's probably what I did wrong.  I forgot, just for a 2 days about my M.E. and how bad it can get.  Granted, it's not nearly as bad as it was 2 months ago, but I honestly thought I had come out of the bad patch.  I guess it was just waiting for me to go back to uni.  I mean, I wouldn't have minded quite so much if it had waited TWO DAMN WEEKS till uni is over.  So M.E. you've caused enough stress this year so would you do me a favour a back off until I have handed in my work?  It's not like I'm asking for a lot here so a little leave-way isn't that huge a request.  If you do this tiny little thing for me I might be able to hate you just that little bit less and that makes life better for both of us - right?

And now I need to try and get some writing done as otherwise life is just going to feel worse and worse.