#11 Late

I am aware that I am actually writing this on the 12th so expect 2 posts today so I can catch up.  Yesterday was such a busy day that I ended up with no energy to come online and write a post.  I handed in all my work - it was due in today but I have an obsession with getting it in a day early, went to the cinema with Diamond and finished in MacDonalds with Chris.  Getting my work in was good though I officially hate the new system they have brought in where you have to have your work scanned in automatically.  The problem was that it doesn't scan through the plastic folders, so seriously, it wasn't quicker or easier.  The film we saw was The Back-Up plan.  It wasn't as good as many other J-Lo films, in my opinion, and it left me feeling a bit strange.  The whole thing was about the bad points of being pregnant and having children but for some reason I ended up feeling really broody.  This of course totally confused me as I don't want and have never wanted children.  Maybe it's part of the changing or it's simply because everyone around me seems to be getting married and having children.  Either way, I know I don't want either of those things...at least I never have before.  I still think I don't but it is getting more confusing every day.  All I really know is that I love to write and I want to be with Chris all the time.

It is our 11-month anniversary tomorrow and I'm still in a state of shock that we made it past 7 months!  Also, lately we have been in that honeymoon phase that we had at the beginning of our relationship where we can't say we love each other enough and all we can do is smile when we are together.  It feels great but I'm only just coming to terms with the idea that I have a boyfriend - it still feels so surreal and as if it must be some kind of dream.

OK, I should stop now or I won't have anything to write for the next post.