#14 Random

Yesterday was mine and Chris' eleven month anniversary - ELEVEN MONTHS - that means that next month will be a whole year.  I am shocked to say the least that we've lasted this long.  I'm still not entirely sure what I think about it.  It's confusing simply because wanting to spend all your time with the same person is completely illogical, yet that is what we (people) seem to think is normal.  In all honesty I find our whole society illogical but love is the most confusing for me - there is no point to it.  You may say that it's to continue the human race but that doesn't need love and doesn't need us to stay with that one person - it just needs sex which is totally different.  At least it is for me.  But I don't want to get into that right now. I seem to have gone off on a tangent.   My plan for todays post was simply to say that we had a fantastic night where I made dinner (pasta with sauce, nothing fancy, followed by a frozen dessert) which was very enjoyable.  We watched some tv and hung out with one of my housemates and her boyfriend.  That was that.  I don't know what we'll be doing next month but will worry about that closer to the time.

So now I've written what I had planned to share with you as well as a random tangent that I'll probably extend at some point (if I remember).  As you might be able to tell, I'm feeling a little better.  Not a lot better, not enough to leave the house and go shopping, but yesterday I managed to wash up and have a shower which is a big step forward for me.  I can get through this, I will get through this.