#4 Nothing

It is only the fourth day and already I feel as if I have nothing to write about.  Everything feels slow and depressing in my life at the moment.  I had a good weekend and now I'm paying for it so am stuck in bed.  I guess I should take solice in the fact that at least I'm able to be online, that I have enough energy for that at least.  But I don't really.  The plumber is replacing the radiator in the room so it would be impossible for me to sleep with all that banging around.  I don't feel myself.  I don't know who I am anymore.  I feel detached from the world, from myself as if I'm watching myself in a film.  I don't know how I feel.  I know this isn't like my normal posts but I want you to glimpse how I really feel right now.