#5 Reality

I realise that yesterday's post wasn't in my normal vein.  It was more about how I felt at that precise moment - I just let my fingers type what my insides were feeling.  Yes, it was very scary.  But I realised that the reason it was scary was because I was sharing the 'real' me with you, it wasn't part of how I wanted to be perceived.  So now I'm making a vow to write my reality in this world, without avoiding everything that doesn't fit my perfect persona.  I want to tell the whole truth, not just pieces of it.

Of course, as I said yesterday, I don't really know who the 'real' me is.  I'm still discovering her.  I have changed so much in the past year that I have noticed the differences but I believe that I haven't finished changing yet, or at least, I don't truly know who I've changed into.  So I am going to try and reflect this in my writing.  I am going to use this space to find myself.  I am not sure how I'm going to do this yet but I suspect it will involve experimenting with how I use my words as much as what I write.  If you find that my writing changes into something that no longer interests you don't feel you have to continue following, but you are welcome to follow me on this journey if you still find something worthwhile here.