#8 Today

Today I haven't been out of my pajamas.  I haven't really done anything at all other than be with Chris.  I think if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have known what to do with myself today.  So we watched Dollhouse (which I got for my birthday), watched lots of Futurama that was on TV, I took a nap while he watched a film and then we watched Doctor Who and I had dinner.  As I said - I haven't done a lot today.  I didn't even really feel like coming online which is very rare for me, I live through my laptop.  I usually spend most of my time reading blogs, on facebook and playing neopets.  But today I just haven't felt like it, I haven't really felt like doing anything at all.  And now Chris has gone home and I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do.  Well, I have an idea what I'm supposed to do - I'm doing it now - but I just don't feel like I care about anything at all.  I'm hoping this is due to lack of sleep, excess pain and inability to really do anything.  Surprisingly I don't feel that depressed (right this second) but can't wait til my sleeping tablets kick in so I can get a decent nights sleep and hopefully will wake up tomorrow refreshed and able to continue with my life as normal (and get some work done as I still have an essay to write by Wednesday).  So this is my post today.