#30 The Good & The Bad

It's strange how our moods can change so quickly.  Yesterday, for me, was a long one, but the only bit I really remember, the only part I want to remember is the end.  When Chris and I spent some proper time together - just us and nothing else.  All the bad things slipped away and now are lost in the past but the time we spent kissing and holding each other close will remain in my memory as long as I can sustain it.  Why is that the good things are often forgotten and replaced with the memories of bad things?  I'm glad that I've managed to stop it this time.  The memory of the bad stuff that happened to my emotions yesterday is still there but I'm covering it up with goodness, with love and with hope.  I want the best part to remain and the bad part to disappear, even though I know that it won't ever really be gone - I have to remember it to prevent it.  But for now I'm just going to focus on how it felt to be in his arms, to be happy and content with my life.